4 by 4 hoorah, hoorah. Almost 12 years down to 3 months….
Sometimes I forget that I’m the mom of 4 kids. It’s not that I forget the kids, it’s just I forget that I’ve given birth to them and it’s forever changed my life. Shrug. Not sure what I’m trying to say.
I’m glad I have 4 children, I just never thought I would. 4 is mucho much children in today’s society (though not so much in the area of the country I live in) and when I hear statistcs saying what it takes to raise a child, my mind sort of just goes numb.
I think I’m having a tiny bit of mommy depression. I’m feeling like a Mom, and not a woman. I seriously think I need some friend time where I’m outside of the little Mom Box. Sadly this summer when all the cool ‘girl’ things at church was going on I had to miss it because of baby stuff. I just need fix of silliness that doesn’t involve goo-gooing a moody baby, trying to make a 10 year old moody boy to laugh, deal with a moody pre-teen-stuckinherself-girl, or a 5 year old who knows everything and doesn’t need mom anymore… Know what I mean, or am I the only one that is feeling this way.
I love my kids. I just am pretty sure their mom is about to go looney in a bad way lol…. (lala lala)